[hider=Demetri Rowan Howell] [img]https://img.roleplayerguild.com/prod/users/019a3806-068b-773f-856b-6efe12bb7f05.webp[/img] [h2][center][color=6666FF]Demetri Rowan Howell[/color][/center][/h2] [center][color=6666FF]”It’s as if all my life I’ve had this glass wall in front of me, I was walking around in a glass box and now I’m free.”[/color][/center] [hr] [h3][center][color=6666FF]Basic Information[/color][/center][/h3] [color=6666FF]Full Name:[/color] Demetri Rowan Howell [color=6666FF]Other Names:[/color] Demi, D [color=6666FF]Pronouns:[/color] He/Him [color=6666FF]Age:[/color] 18 [color=6666FF]Birthday:[/color] Oct. 20, 1961 [color=6666FF]Gender:[/color] Male [color=6666FF]Sexuality:[/color] Gay [hr] [h3][center][color=6666FF]Appearance[/color][/center][/h3] [img]https://img.roleplayerguild.com/prod/users/019a3809-297d-737f-aff6-0abbf61d7449.webp[/img] Demetri has black curly hair that he wears in a bit of a shaggy mullet, dark brown eyes that seem almost like voids, and fair skin that dimples when he smiles. He opts to wear dark colored clothing over any other type. He can usually be found in blacks, dark blues, greys, or any other dark shades that help represent his existential dread that he feels inside. The biggest exception being the handkerchiefs he carries on his person. Usually having a light blue and mustard colored on on the back left pocket of his pants while also sporting another light blue one tied around his wrist or the front belt loop. [hr][h3][center][color=6666FF]Personality[/color][/center][/h3] [color=6666FF]Self-Perception:[/color] Demi doesn't have a high idea of himself. Between the bullying he faces for who he is and the fact that his parents don't know the real him, he spends a lot of his time hiding what he feels both about himself and within situations. [color=6666FF]Presentation:[/color] Demi walks around with an aura of confidence and ‘I don't give a fuck' attitude. He makes a joke about everything and has a habit of acting as if he's some sort of rebel without a cause. [color=6666FF]Fears:[/color] Demetri is afraid of being alone, or the fact that he may very well die alone. Beyond the existential he also greatly dislikes being in the dark. [hr][h3][center][color=6666FF]History[/color][/center][/h3] Demetri's family was always a bit more well off. His mother was a museum curator in their town's public museum while his father worked in the automotive industry. His father was always trying to get Demetri to learn about automobiles, how they worked, how to fix them, all in an attempt to make Demi a little more masculine. His efforts were, however, always in vain. Sure he wore leather jackets and his black Docs with blue laces, but he also sported black eyeliner he stole from the local Walgreens and on occasion black eyeshadow to smoke out his eye. He viewed clothing genders as a suggestion and didn't care what section they came in. It was because of his father's constant pressure alongside bullying that happened back at school that Demetri began to lash out and grow into a more punk aesthetic. He viewed the way he dressed as a form of expression of his true self while combating the norms of those around him, he'd rather be bullied for who he was than be fake like those he saw within school. It drove him to search for new forms of self expression which lead to music, art, and when those didn't help remove the building aggression, skateboarding. [color=6666FF]Relationships:[/color] Ezekiel Kel: Was always a grade above Demi in school, but he enjoyed seeing him around. When Zeke graduated, Demi began making more frequent trips to the store he worked at at the mall, always needing help to tune his guitar or to buy a new string. Sometimes even being bold enough to ask about music preferences. Nancy Kel: Was also a grade above him in school and seemed to always be nearby whenever Zeke was. Even at the music store in the mall she'd be on the same or near same shifts as Zeke, making it harder for Demi to get a bit of time alone. She seemed cool, but not why he was there. [color=6666FF]Education:[/color] Demi has a high school education. Having decided to take a gap year after graduating to enjoy a spot of life before returning to the world of Academia. [color=6666FF]Crime:[/color] Breaking and Entering, Vandalism, Resisting Arrest, Drinking Underage. Demetri was caught skateboarding and tagging in a condemned building while under the influence. He attempted to skate away. [color=6666FF]Camp activity:[/color] Yes. Demi is a Goffer. Doing and filling whatever role is needed at the time. [hr][h3][center][color=6666FF]Knowledge and Skills[/color][/center][/h3] [list] [*] Playing Guitar / Piano / Kazoo [*] Skateboarding [*] Art (Sketching, Painting, and Spray Painting) [*] Running [*] Singing [*] Survival (Boyscout Training) [/list] [hr][h3][center][color=6666FF]Incompetencies[/color][/center][/h3] [list] [*] Driving [*] Flirting [*] Arcade Games (Though he still spends his time there) [*] Poetry [*] Maths [*] Respecting Cops [/list] [hr][h3][center][color=6666FF]Extras[/color][/center][/h3] [color=6666FF]Faceclaim name:[/color] Dan Howell [color=6666FF]Hex code:[/color] 6666FF [color=6666FF]Song:[/color] I guess if you want [/hider]