[quote=@Audacious] It’s natural for the impact to be delayed, you know. When I learned my brother was gone, I didn’t fully internalize it until I was in bed a full night later. *Pats you on the back a few times* The rest of it, we all just did what we could with what we had. Hindsight is 20/20 but you did so well going into this knowing basically nothing. [/quote] *nods to you* Well said. Sorry, for 'zoning out' there for a bit, ive got a lot on my mind, with all of this and other calamities I'm juggling. Seems like work never takes a day off.