[quote=@souleaterfan320] Would you call me a monster? [/quote] I don't know what to think about anything anymore. This isn't the life I was promised. [quote=@Audacious] It’s natural for the impact to be delayed, you know. When I learned my brother was gone, I didn’t fully internalize it until I was in bed a full night later. *Pats you on the back a few times* The rest of it, we all just did what we could with what we had. Hindsight is 20/20 but you did so well going into this knowing basically nothing. [/quote] *Purses my lips* [i]Every wrong move.[/i] Another person dead. *Squeezes my eyes shut* I wish I had known the weight I was carrying.