[quote=@Extra] *purses my lips together with a small breath through my nose* Thank you… [/quote] I tried to ask before, but I was drowned out. I'm not going to make an offer to do so personally, but if you want to separate from this little group you're in, since you don't want to return to your remade home, I can point you to some people who would be able to help you adjust to your apparent new experience.