[b][u]Thoughts of the Smoldering Banner[/u][/b] The melancholy of these walls Falling amid screams of those They were meant to protect I stand on the rampart The last burning banner Becoming the ghost of an existence That was meant to achieve Some out of reach excellence To my left and right lay paths Now forever closed to me Crumbling out from under These uncertain feet That had never once taken A purposeful step towards A goal that wasn't impulsively Plucked from the smoldering aether Now hovering over this burning city My hands reach overhead Forming fists hopeful to grasp onto That evasive purpose of a brighter life Fast becoming just another ember In this oppressive smog Formed from the spirits of dead wishes What if, if only What if, if only What if, if only Next time....