They say "you are not allowed to be happy," "You are not allowed to be proud." That you must sit with this inky feeling in your stomach, This red rock. This burning heat. This eternal damnation; The artist's anchor, pulling you down, sunken-deep. There are breathless oceans in your lungs There is ice and fire and cut glass There is the Devil in the seed Doubt. Doubt. Doubt speaks to me It is this sensation which drives me For, and against There is no love without struggle No duty without responsibility No recognition without faith I ask you thus: will you have loyalty? Or will you sink into immaterialism; into a faded cognition of what you could've seen Of what I could've been? So ask me questions, There is beauty beneath the cloak.