I thought you mentioned something about the UK earlier. 

Remember don't double post! If you forgot to say something, just edit your first post.

OK, let's do this: you think about whether or not you like reading and writing enough to join this site, if you do, I'll help you to use it properly but the truth is, most people don't want to hear anything about your youtube or trauma, haha, at least not so soon. I think there are a couple of people your age in the introductions section, you should have a look!