Rachel watched as Jacob sat down, explaining himself to her. Starting to feel a little bad now from her behavior, the hybrid sat next to him with her head hanging low "No Jacob don't apologize. The truth is now that I think about it and get it out...I realize that I'm jealous of you and the others" Rachel continued to gaze down as she fiddled with the strands of grass "Even if your birth was a mistake you were still born wanted, well at least I think you were. But you got to be raised in a castle as a prince did you not? That's every poor child's dream and I am one of those poor children. You were raised a somebody while I was abandoned hardly an hour after my birth as a nobody. I don't even have a home or parents to return to anymore, not for a long time have I had that"
Rachel sighed as her voice got softer, sounding a little more upset at herself now "You are the perfect mix of Angel and elf on top of that, Demons may hate you but Angels leave you alone, I get hunted down by both and our 'Father', if he even should be called that, does nothing about it, and my Mother doesn't even care, in fact she would join the hunt if she wasn't so busy....and something else I have never told anyone...My own blood is a poison to me Jacob, always suffering headaches and random moments of physical weakness as a constant reminder that I shouldn't exist" Rachel shrugged with a sighed deeply.
Rachel took a small break for breath before she started to speak again "On top of everything else...when you died no one care about me like they forgot we were even related, they all went to Arial the pretty sister, blaming her or helping her and again, I was left in the shadows....I guess that's where my loathing kind of started" Rachel gave drew a shaky breath as she moved her arms up to wrap around herself, almost like a lonely hug though she still couldn't bring herself to look to Jacob "My behavior was childish and unnecessary. I do apologize" Rachel then muttered.