"the fact I'd have to stand on stage in front of a butt load of people" Kalinda said, "I don't do well in front of people, which before I could deal with but, with my abilities now, I could potentially make the crowd nervous and flighty too. I wanted to be a dancer to, and a novelist, and a singer, and an actor-I think I could do acting real good now, but there's the whole stage fright thing" She shrugged as if it were nothing,