" yep that's also true, but once in awhile when I heard a wolf cry from a injured wolf. I jolted up hoping it wasn't you and my mine blanks out and rage erupted all through my body and that was when I killed any human in my path that I walked through looking for you and kept my ears alerted even in the demonic form and when I change back my mind was totally blank and I was laying in a poodle of blood that I never saw before, full moon was always bloody red when I returned to my normal form." she said.