Anastasia looked at her mother, "No... The last thing I need is rest. That is all I do. When I don't have lessons, I'm just relaxing... and I get that these lessons are to teach me to take your mantle some day but... I just feel useless." 

She stopped and stared at the Queen, wide eyed. She could not believe she had said any of that to her. Her mouth hung slightly open for a moment as she just stared. When she came back to her senses, she shook her head slightly, "Maybe... Maybe... I should go rest..."
 
She quickly stood from the table and walked out of the room. She felt horrible, both for how she acted to the Queen and also now, surely, dragging Samsul away from his meal. She walked into her bedrooms and sat on the couch, slightly dumbfounded. She sat there for a moment before she felt tears stinging her eyes, "I miss my old life..."