Genevieve
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Embarrassment was the only thing I knew in those moments. OF course the world would find it a funny joke to make me bump into him. Couldn't it have been someone else? Maybe someone that actually liked me? Nope. Instead I bumped into someone that only feels indifference towards me. I gulp once more, knowing I've done this more than three times in the past minute. What else was I supposed to say? He just stared at me as if I were some pesky child.

Maybe to him I am a pesky child. A stupid little girl that gave away her innocence just because she was a little tipsy. Okay. Maybe tipsy isn't the word. Maybe drunk off my ass is a better phrase for such a thing. How could I have been so careless? 

10 seconds pass by and he is still staring down at me. Was I really counting the seconds? I guess I should fully realize my idiocy and then embrace it. Its probably never going to go away.

I briefly wonder if this reaction towards him is normal. I had read somewhere once that a woman is severely attached to the person that takes her virginity. It was an online article so I likely shouldn't trust it that much. But at least it is a reason as to why I'm acting so odd.I need a reason to attach to my behavior otherwise I'm just another odd person. This is exactly why I stray away from social situations.

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This is an embarrassing little tiny post. I'm sorry. This is mostly how I'm going to write. If I write to much its forced and when its forced its awful. :/