Rude! Haha! Just so you know, I still used the word... twice... XP

I guess playing sports would help a lot, I know dance does for me. I'm just such a weird person and I get really worked up over things that I shouldn't. That does sound like it would be really good! I know all of the grocery stores around here are so uptight about their employees taking time off and it's just a really big mess for a lot of my friends who dance or do other sports. It must be so nice to have that sense of flexibility with your work schedule too, that's what I would love to have!

Me: "Mom, I have no money would you give me some?" My mom: "Here. Take 20" *repeat for the rest of my life* XD Trust me, you're more financially independent then I'll ever be. Now being serious, that is a really realistic fear (especially at 3am)! Like you never know what the future holds and the "what ifs" of life are [i]always[/i] there and they are always reallllllly scary. To be honest right now I am having such a hard time holding back a bunch of overused bull crap about "you just got to go where the wind takes you", haha. Oh god...

Hahaha, I actually laughed so hard at that! [i]Never get out of character[/i]! Real life is for dummies ;)