Rudi woke, his heart beating rapidly as he tried to catch his breath. He was in his human form, and he propped himself up on his elbow. As Rudi looked around, he saw that even the pack leader was asleep. [i]Yeh, right, you stay awake and protect your pack! Liar![/i] He struggled to keep his cocky side locked away. Sighing, he stood and wandered outside. He walked towards the cliff-face, getting as close as he dared. He strolled along the edge. His body threatened to tip out of balance. He changed to his wolf form, regaining balance. Rudi felt miles away as he stared at the water below.