"Loki had me under his control and made me hurt you.... ," Clint started. He wouldn't look at her, he couldn't. His heart was beating rather fast. He looked very distressed and sat down. "I...... you do know I would never do that in my right mind." He wasn't sure if she truely didn't remeber or if she was faking it. He was traumatized from having his mind played with and from what he had done. He knew that Loki had found his weakness and used it against him. His body was still shaking a bit. He gulped and tried to calm down. "Yeah we are," He said answering her question. "I am so sorry Natasha." He hoped that she would foregive him. It hadn't been like he knew what he was doing. He had a hand in his hair. He felt dizzy and distraught and wanted to lay down. The assianian shivered a bit.