Genevieve
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I hear the knock at my door and I frown. What am I to do? Should I invite him in? What would I even say to him as to why I can't be with him? Gahhh. With a sigh I stand up and walk over to the door. Opening it and looking at Jack, "Whats up?" I ask him, determined to act as normal as possible. Its not like I didn't already know he had feelings for me. I think its just different in these moments because now he knows I know. It sounds like such a confusing paradox. It probably isn't a paradox, I didn't really ever do that well in modern day English. But it must be pretty damn close.

I gulp and look at him. I don't want to say anything. Whatever he has to say, he has to say it otherwise he'll go crazy. I can perceive it this way from the look in his eyes. 

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Andrew
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As her life slips away I am hit with a wave of terror. "no." I whisper, "Please don't die. I love you." But then her heart stops. She is gone. Oh please have let my blood gotten to her heart in enough time. I wait for the slightest sign of her being alive, but none comes. I have never turned a human into a vampire so I don't know how long this 'death state' can go on for. Or maybe she is just honestly dead.

I stare at her peaceful face and I wonder if its better that she is dead. At least then she won't have to deal with the guilt that racks at me on a daily basis. That hunger that can never be satiated. I never felt such things before I became this monster a few hundred years ago. I have also not felt what I am feeling in these moments since the death of my family in that country home so long ago. I gulp back tears. Could this really be what happens to everyone I love? They die? I should have listened to Eve.