Pope, I'm sorry to need to say this, but it is still something that needs to be said. I know you've been at the convention, and because of that things have been going exceptionally slowly from you, but I also perused some of the activities you have, and I found at least 25, probably more, roleplays that you are involved with. Most of them as complicated as this one. 

Now, I can't know how much you can handle, but, even before the convention, your replies were slow. And I get why that would be the case, I really do. But at the same time, I'm struggling to work with it. Waiting five, six days, even a week for a reply once the roleplay has actually started is all well and good, but when there are gaps this long in the planning stage... things start to fall through.

I write because I love it, because I love the world that is being created, and because I love the character I have placed in that world. But having to wait so many days at a time to get back into the world, I lose the passion for it, especially since at this point there is very little for me to truly care about. I love this idea, it is wonderful and unique. But every time you reply I have to go back, reread almost everything, remind myself of why I care so much. And then, once I have remembered, once I do care again, I have to hope that you will reply quickly, before my passion fades back to a slow burn. And every time it gets harder to remind myself that I should keep trying.

I still want to roleplay with you. I truly do. But at the same time it is hard and uncomfortable to approach this story with such a cyclical pattern. I don't know what I want from you. I can hardly ask you to ignore other people to satisfy me, but, at the same time, if you tell me that there is nothing else you can do and it is either this or nothing, I'm not sure that I won't take nothing.