Genevieve --- I looked back up at him, "You don't need to know the reason, Jack. It'll tear you apart inside. Just like it has torn me up. I don't want that for you." I ran my hand through my hair again and relented, putting it up in a pony tail. I sat down on my bed, "Wanna watch a movie?" I desperately wanted to change the subject. Maybe watching a movie with a bowl of popcorn and soda like old times could fix this. Maybe. She gulped and stared at her movie collection, "We could watch [i]V For Vendetta[/i] again or something." She shrugged. --- Andy --- OH shit. I give her a five minute head start, but I then begin to run after her. No way am I going to screw up twice in one night. Leaving a newborn vampire alone to his or her own devices is a [i]bad[/i] idea. I get there as she lays on the ground and sobs. I Sit down next to her, "You feel the hunger, don't you? Do you feel how strong it is and you are not even near a blood source? Imagine that times 100 when I was close to you. Your scent was intoxicating and honestly it killed me every time I kissed you. I was, and probably still am, drunk off of my ass and controlling that urge gets harder when I"m not in the right state of mind." I try desperately to explain to her what was happening to me as I changed her by accident. Guilt. Is this the only emotion I will ever feel for the rest of my life?