Kyo opened his mouth to reply but no words came out. Could it be possible that he had an aptitude for violence? He thought he had kept the horrors of his past well-hidden from others and any emotions that came as a result of it, but maybe Balthazar was right. More often than not, in his most unguarded moments, Kyo found himself wondering how it would feel to be the one to slit the throats of those who had murdered his family... "No," lied Kyo firmly once he had regained his composure. "I'm a secondary white mage, I know what I'm doing."