Oh and of course I would like to keep this rp alive. I definitely have the time to put more effort into it. I just hold myself back out of respect for the other players and to maintain post order...otherwise I'd be the overzealous nutbag who multi-posts IC fucking everything up for everybody.

I'm kind of in the same situation as Youhei until someone rouses Shirogane. JUST SLAP HIM THE FACE ALREADY!!

EDIT: or I guess I could become the buddha and figure out my own pyschological bullshit in one of those one-second-eternities of mental struggle.