[b]Lily[/b] She sighed, sitting in her room. She looked around at her things. They were now scattered about the room, almost haphazardly. She let out a long sigh and looked out towards the window. She missed the sky. The feel of the wet clouds against your face, the sun casting it's rays over you while the wind whipped your hair around. Playing hero had been interesting but it was time she stopped running away and faced her fears. She chuckled at herself. She hadn't realized it until a few days ago. She wasn't really there to save lives. That was just a facade. She wasn't doing anything worth while. She could do so much more. It only took that old man's words to make her realize that she was running away, as always. That's all she'd ever done. Run away. She was never any use to anyone. She closed her eyes forcefully, as if trying to wash the bad thoughts away. Not anymore. Not long after, she was out the door, her gun hid on her person. She might be with people she could [i]trust[/i] but she felt naked without it now. She walked down the stairs briskly, headed for anywhere at all. There was a group forming at the garden, one of them she recognized. [i]M-Matt?[/i] She felt her heart cringe, a memory from a time long ago. Maybe... She let out a small sigh and shook her head. No. She needed to figure this out on her own. She looked over at the group, her eyes till set on Matt. She did want to talk to him but... maybe later would be better. She trudged on, heading for anywhere at all. Maybe she should visit the gym again. She chuckled as memories of John, Shira and Himura flooded back to her. Maybe she should. She walked on, walking past the cafeteria. More memories flooded back to her. That crazy man that got stuck in the ceiling, Kataleya's lovely french toast. A soft smile grew on her lips. She walked inside. She'd intended to go to the gym, but the rumble in her stomach told her otherwise. She stopped by the fruit cart and reached around a boy and a girl that were standing there. The girl was munching on a peach quite enthusiastically. She smiled to the both of them and grabbed an orange before walking off to go find a seat by herself.