she looked back up at him with a slight smile her hand shaking his "when it was obvious that my father was not grooming me to help run the company...but grooming me to marry someone to run it...I backed away, fell into games like this...as a escape, i was terrible at some of the first games i played, lucky for me they were not games of death" she joked lightly and looked at him perplexed only now realizing what he said quietly "wait...how did i ruin your childhood?" she had no idea how she could have, they only hung out a few times a year and it was always more go play with the other children while the adults talk.