She was shuddering now, tears running down her cheeks as she tried to drown out his venomous words, she was about to cut the kidney free from it's place when she saw it, a large high pressure artery, 'it would be so easy to cut it' she whispered in her head to herself 'no ones here'. Slowly she raised the knife and pressed it against the blood vessel, her hand trembling, but she didn't push, the guilt in her stomach wouldn't let her kill this poor soul. She looked up and mouthed one simple word: 'No'.