"Well no matter what, everybody would normally leave me to suffer , Well I suppose Thor would look after me, I just never go to him these days, He would be furious had you left me, But I never deserve help. I wasn't expecting you to even want to help."
Loki said quietly. He didn't even want to get Tony in trouble with SHIELD, but he didn't mention that, LOki still hid alot of things. The god was very lonley and had tears in his eyes. He normally wouldn't cry infront of somebody like Tony.
But he was cracking a bit. He curled up. His mother was gone , he didn't know if he could mention that to Tony. But it had all but ruined him.
Everything Tony said about him was true. He deserved no kindness.

"Well... not really, I mean I am the monster adopted brother and son." The god muttered darkly. He still didn't feel like a part of the family fully anymore. "Though I suppose in ways, but he is the only one who cares, other than mother who is..." He stopped himself "Nevermind." he was crying more. 
He maybe did want Thor here. He was just feeling so miserable. He wasn't sure Tony knew how to contact Thor. The god knew that sometimes he did need somebody to care about him.

"Hes annoying though never leaves my side when I am ill or hurt, It was fine when I was younger... but as I got older it got annoying, suppose point was he cares I suppose."He knew that Thor would just worry too much if he saw how ill he was. "Though seeing me now he'd overreact and worry I will die." He sighed. "Hes an idoit."LOki looked at Tony when he mentioned books "I don't know... the books are different in Asgard I think." he shrugged "Suppose anything exciting."
He really didn't know what books Tony had either. He just wanted something to do. He relaxed where he was.Glad for the medicine at least. He knew he was talking about Thor alot.

"Ah yeah...," The god replied. "But he isn't that smart." he shrugged "So suppose he won't, might be the last place he would think of, but after a few days of looking and stopping for awhile."
He curled up. "I don't need him anyway." He was lying, he did need his brother. He wasn't ready to admit such things. Like the fact his mother die and that he was sorry for everything. He just couldn't and needing his brother was weak.