You are giving him your undivided attention all through the lessons. Fortunately, you have had a lot of practice in this, as being a priestess at first was much like a long, drawn out lecture followed by a series of unrelated trials. You had managed to turn a switch on in your brain to keep your focus then, so this is nothing now. The bow on the otherhand...its just not working. You try to hide your shame and disappointment in yourself with composure and perseverance, but you are quickly becoming upset. This has never happened to you before; your efforts have always balanced out with your progress. Not to say you are perfect, but if a trail was leaving you winded and sore, at least you could be proud of the result. You aren't sure how to respond to it naturally, and if not for him being here, you might have thrown a first class tantrum.