"Odin raised me.. to believe frost giants were monsters,,, and all this time never telling me I was one." Loki curled up. He still refused to conside Odin a father anymore. He wasn't sure how he was supposed to feel about all that. He wasn't sure what would help. He felt so horrible about himself. When he had been arrested and taken back to Asgard the Asgardians had said nasty things about him and even some had wanted him arrested. Even as a child people had been cruel to him. The god had no friends. He felt so alone. The god was sure he hadn't deserved to be bullied as a kid. He had done nothing wrong then and only wanted to fit in. But he knew now why he would never fit in. "I never fitted in as a child. People were cruel to me then and cruel to me now and still Thor stands up for me." He shaked his head. The god didn't understand why Thor would stand by him after all of that. He shivered a bit. He had been sure without Thor things could have been a whole lot worse. He listened to what Tony had to say. He knew some of that, But difference was people seemed to not hate Tony. At least that was how Loki saw it. "I see, Though I don't see people hating you forever for it, The Avengers seem like your friends even if you are sometimes annoying to them it looks like. I know Thor thinks your an alright guy. He does refer to you as a friend. Sometimes I get tired of hearing him talk about how amazing all you guys are." He makes a face, "I know he enjoys fighting alongside you and the others." "Its fine Tony..., I need to talk to somebody to stop me feeling like I don't exist....," Loki had been feeling that way last few days since nobody talked to him or went up to him. He coughed badly and curled up. "My mother was killed." He said. He wasn't sure why he was telling Tony this now. "I somehow feel like its my fault. Because If I wasn't locked up. Another reason Thor let me out." He coughed more. The god curled up, his body was shaking badly. Loki knew once he was better, that he wouldn't be wanted around, He though didn't care if Tony turned him in or not. He groaned and curled up. "I deserve to be this miserable....," LOki sighed and coughed more. It seemed he was coughing more than earlier. It was making him quite tired as well. He shivered more and sighed.