Loki was looking at him "Yeah he isn't really," he knew Odin was a terrible father. At least the way he saw it. He knew that he didn't really feel loved by his so called father. "Its why i Don;t call him father anymore," He really didn't consider Odin his father, not after everything. He wished things had been different but it was too late to change the fact that he was adopted. He sighed looking around where he was. He didn't think he would ever have friends. "I feel like I will never make friends." Loki laughed , He found Tony amusing, but laughing was causing him to cough something terrible. He was feeling quite alot worse. He knew that he needed to rest,his eyes seemed so dull and tired."Your too awesome?" he laughed more "Mmm I'm not sure that justifies much." He was still having fun teasing Tony. He rubbed his eyes. He was laying back down and he grinned more. It was true Loki was in alot of mental pain as well as physical. He knew both would be showing quite clearly. He couldn't hide that. He had never let any of the Avengers see this side of him either. "Yeah I suppose." The god knew there was alot of good memories from when he was younger with his mother, He was afraid of how things would be if he didn't have her caring about him. If both of his parents hadn't been very good. At first Loki had failed to see FRigga was a good mother. He cried a bit more and lay there. He knew he could have died as a baby without her and Odin caring for him. But he didn;t think Odin had done much of a good job. He could hear Odin's harsh words in his head, saying his brithright was to die as a child. He coughed more. "DAMN ODIN," He hissed. He didn't care if he was talking about the king of Asgard, but he really did feel that way about him. He was shaking in anger as he lay there, He had so much pent up anger still. "Yeah its not nice, I hate feeling this sick," The god sighed. "tea? yeah maybe later... I'm so tired," He whispered. He really wanted nothing more than to just sleep. He didn't think he could drink anything when his eyes wanted to close any second now. LOki felt rather broken and tired, he had never felt so drianned in all of his life.The god really did look very sick. If anybody came for him, he really couldn't defend himself. He still felt very sick to his stomach, but he knew he was just too tired. He was shivering and coughing. The god wondered if his illness would get way worse of if he would be fine. He had no idea. The god had been through so much already he wasn't sure what to expect next. His breathing was very heavy, his skin so pale and he had very dark shadows under his eyes.