Nessie grimaced and looked down. "i..I-i-i Know that i-i-its unpr-un-pre-unpredictable. I k-n-know its n--n-n-necessary for l-li-life. And I know I do-d-d-on't like it" She stammered out, looking anywhere besides at people, her skin still flushed from a blush. She felt useless, and like a fool. She undid her hair, let it fall over her face. "I-i-..." She trailed off, shook her head.