The god was sleeping deeply. He seemed rather pale. He felt so ill. Loki wasn't sure how long he could stay asleep. He was tired that much was true, But he always had nightmares and found it hard to sleep, He twitched and moaned in his sleep. Loki tossed and turned. The god also knew Tony didn't trust him, he couldn't blame him really. THough Loki now seemed like a different person than the one who attacked new york. He still had done all those thing and felt bad for them. Loki truely was trying to change, but it wasn't so simple for him. Neither was it for other people to really accept. But he knew he hated who he was. He still slept and rolled over again, He was beginning to have nightmares that he was completly alone. He was sobbing and looking rather unhappy. He had tears flowing down his face. The god seemed to never seem happy enough these days. Nick answered the phone. He wondered why Tony was calling. He just hoped it was something improtant, He didn't want Tony wasting his time. He did have alot of improtant things to do. "Hello," He knew that it was Tony anyway. "Tony?" Being director of SHEILD did mean he had alot of important things to do, So he hoped that Tony wasn't going to just mess with him because he was bored. Loki was looking around when he woke up. He could see Tony wasn't in the room. He didn't mind . He knew Tony had improtant things to do. He was shaken up from his dream. The god breathed deeply trying to calm himself. He didn't want to let it bother him. He picked up a book and began reading. He hoped reading would take his mind off that. He was coughing and feeling miserable. The god rubbed his head. Stupid illness.He though knew even when things were bad that he was ok in the end. At least he hoped. He wasn't sure. Not being sure of anything anymore was driving him crazy. He just continued to read. He knew he wasn't well so he expected it to be hard to read for a long peroid of time without a headache. LOki looked at the ceiling and tears fell as he thought of his mother. He knew he would be upset too.