He let out a tearful chuckle "no," he said with a sniff "you're perfect as what you are, I wouldn't care if you were a boy or girl or an anything, I love you because you are you." he clutched her closer as if she were loose sheets of paper in the wind, he didn't want to lose her, not like he lost Jarmin. He relaxed his hug and looked back at her and turned red instantly, "ummm, do you mind if I get changed?" he looked away sheepishly, the only thing covering his body was the thin blanket from the operating table.