[quote=Magic Magnum]I can't speak from experience yet though,[/quote]

I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but I hope you never have to. It's usually very unpleasant, very strange, very confusing... Yet at the same time... There's a sort of terrifying peace to it. There's just... A certain tiny fraction of you that doesn't really make it. Some naive, happy go lucky bit that just... Remains dead. Every time you try to summon it you merely summon the event that killed it, and that eery... Quiet feeling of... Nothingness. I can't even describe it, it's just... Empty space. No, not even empty, just... Blank. Expressionless. Less than monotone. It's still chilling to think about.

If this is even a fraction of what soldiers have to go through, I can understand why PTSD is so damned hard to deal with now.