Alexander raised his hand halfway, but hesitated. After a moment her dropped it again, eyes downcast. "You might have kept your promise Addie, but I'm not sure I did. After you left, I... I couldn't... I did..." He looked up agai, and for a mement he was a ten year old boy again, appoligizing to his only friend. "I'm sorry Admaris, I'm not the same person you knew before."