Asha was getting a bit...fidgety. More voices were ringing in this vast place. More people seemed to be coming out of the wood work. She looked at Aya. Coming out of the ceilings too. Was it getting hotter in here, or was it just her? Suddenly she felt like it was getting harder and harder to breathe. [i]N-Need air[/i] her thoughts raced, chanting over in over in her mind, [i]Need to get out. Need to get air![/i] She stumbled backwards, her legs feeling shaky, her breathing turned to panting gasps for air. 

[i]Dark dark very dark. Why is it so dark? Why? Need the sky. Need to get to the sky![/i]

Asha's black cloth started to pulse with light from beneath it. A gloved hand gripped the front of her black tunic and she glanced up at the other two girls, eyes pulsing through so many colors, it was like a light from a rave. She opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out. Giving them a panicked look, her eyes searching for a way out, she dodge past the intimidating girl. The world was swirling and she couldn't breathe! Stumbling into another person every so often, she'd recoil, trying to hide herself from their view.

Why were there so many eyes swirling around her? Where was she? Where could she go to be alone?! She needed to hide! She needed to be alone! [i]Don't ever let anyone see! Don't you dare let anyone see! Monster! Monster![/i] the preaching of her father swirled inside her head. Asha had done something horrible! She let them see! She needed to be alone! A window... Yes! A window! Shedding her black shoes, tearing off her gloves, she shot towards the window. 

What was she doing? She didn't know. Her panic had over taken her. Nothing but panic. Her body was moving on its own. She needed control. Anything, anything at all! Before she even knew what she had done, she was jumping out the window. A flash of realization came over her, but before she could react like a sane being she was... flying... She could fly? Never mind! Have to find a place alone! At least for moment!

Rainbow light shooting out of her body in swirls and she was flying across the sky. It was like learning to breathe all over again. The world stopped swirling. She felt in control. For once, control was hers. Asha didn't go too far away from the school. She just dropped down low, finding a nice tree a bit away from the mansion, but she could still see the roofs of the mansion. 

She felt suffocated all of a sudden, that was all. Asha didn't know what had come over her... Was that a panic attack or something? It felt awful... She pulled off her head covering, a mess of shimmering locks falling into her starry face. Her breathing was starting to slow. Her heart was no longer racing. Hugging her knees she buried her face in her arms. 

"What's happening to me?" she whispered to herself.