Angel, you are making me look like the bubblegum-fairy of happiness. 

I'm very sad to hear your real friends are moving away too. I really do know the pain. I think I am feeling it right now.

But 2 things. First, there's always God who will never leave you, and trust me, i've been down to just one on one with him a couple times in my life. Second, you can't deny reality, ever.