Clearly whatever was in that drink was making him far more chatty then normal, there was no way he would so easily divulge so much information to someone he had just met "just a worthless pieces of garbage looking for a chance to die a hero before I become a monster. Going on raids to burn the inhabitants of small villages and take their women to either use for myself or sell as slave, like the rest of my kin." He said surprisingly calm "that's the whole reason I'm here. I don't care about Guardia. I'm just looking for a cause to die for. I know that I have to die, so I'd like my death to at least mean something"