For the longest time James simply sobbed into Nessie and after what seemed liek an eternity to him he looked up at her and took in a deep breath, "Dad had been drinking...He started hurting mom...Jacob tried to shoot dad...I didn't mean to but...I shocked him to death...it was an accident...and after that a blacked out...but I...destroyed the house killed mom and dad...Its all my fault!" James looked deep into her eyes a deep pool of sorrow filling into where his eyes where.