Well while I appreciate the words here, this is not something that can fix itself overnight. I'm a broke unemployed man who has been getting more and more depressed about it. I won't be able to get a new charger for some time and even if I did the laptop is so old it might just be more worth it to get a new one and start over. Hell I've been talking to others I might just slow the hell down with rps severely. Either sticking with really small rps or just taking a break from forum rps altogether. Frankly if someone wants to just start a new xmen rp altogether I'd be okay with it. I think I just underestimated myself with this one.