Really loved your last post by the way. I feel like I say it every time x) How'd your test go? And hey, you can be an afford to be a little cocky every once in while ;D Anatomy though, phew. I have a friend in a college Anatomy class and she's says it's not too bad, but there's sooooo much to memorize that it's pretty overwhelming. He just reviewed a select few, because there was no way he would have time to sit down to everyone's. So I 'm really glad he decided to ask me if I wanted a review. As if I'd be like "no" anyways hahaha xD The other reviewers also had positive feedback for me! One of them was my TA and the other was a guest designer, an architect from Raleigh. He was pretty cool and we also had a long conversation. Unfortunately I didn't talk to any hiring graphic designers lol x) Oh I hear ya, writing is a great stress relief for me. Cuz like, it's a creative outlet but there isn't a lot of judgement and there aren't hard and fast deadlines to turn it in. But at the same time, you do have someone waiting for you to reply and you [i]do[/i] want to hopefully impress them, so there's that push to write something compelling. Our rp has been great for me, just saying! I feel like it was my muse for my last few final projects x) Oh btw! I do want to show you my video if you're not sick of me asking for praise yet xD I still need to figure out the most convenient way to show it to you. LOL I say tomato "like a normal person," that made me laugh xD But oh I see, it's interchangeable like the "u's." Oh my god, someone brought a KNIFE to your school?? D: D: D: Jeeeez! Emmy, don't get stabbed or anything D: Did he get expelled? My school had it's fair share of southern redneck fundamentalist crazies. There was a pretty big difference between middle/upper middle class kids and very low income family kids. Socioeconomic status certainly didn't determine how they behaved, since there were some pretty shitty rich kids, but there did tend to be a divide and some anonymity between the two halves. Ah man, I still haven't watched the Game of Thrones episodes yet x) I need to do that tomorrow night. I've been trying to hang out with everyone before we all go our separate ways for the summer. But I did watch Ringu!! xD We didn't end up watching any movies at our end of the year hang out (which was awesome), but I did watch it with one of my friends and not alone. It was super creepy x) But I liked the story! And I was actually feeling super nostalgic for Japan haha! I actually thought it was less scary than The Shining! So now I'm feeling pretty brave and can probably handle whatever's next, oh Queen of Horror x) Just try me. Wow, how do you find such perfect songs?? I Know I'm a Wolf by Young Heretics is so perfect for Mila, I can't believe it. I'm glad you liked the Digital Daggers songs, you angsty teenager. They are pretty catchy x) And yeah, they do inspire me into some kind of writing mood too lol. Oh yeah, that one song, You Leave Me Cold by Jill Tracy.. just woah x) Really lurid is right. Her voice is amazing. I'm doing this out of order lol, I don't mind you ranting at all, anytime!! We can both rant, it feels good. I had almost the exact same experience where I went for the longest time, secretly knowing I had this attraction to girls and somehow keeping that completely separate from everything else. It was there, but I wouldn't let myself acknowledge it. I actually knew something was "off" when I was in middle school and I was head over heels for one of my friends. But I didn't even really know what gay and straight were, not really. I think middle schoolers now probably have a better idea than even a few years ago. Anyway, it wasn't until I was at the end of my freshman year in high school when I started letting myself think, ok I like this girl (different girl now lol) but I've also liked these boys, so these few girls that I've liked - they must just be flukes...x) So basically I acknowledged that I liked a couple girls, but I was still adamant about thinking of myself as completely straight. And the rationalizations kept getting weaker and weaker until I finally had to just had to admit that I would probably always be attracted to girls, forever, can't change it, do I want to change it? Yes...No...I don't know. Oh man, what a rough time. It's still a source of doubt sometimes. But the doubt comes from people who would treat me differently for it. I'm lucky being in design classes where everyone is really open-minded. I also fit in with the not so girly girls who play soccer x) I can "pass" though, no one would look at me and say oh, she's not straight. That makes some things easier and some more difficult. I'm not an expert at this. I'm still working on being more open about it. When I've actually been with someone, it's been so much easier. That's rough about your religious friend :/ Maybe she'd be more cool about it than you think? Or no? And your best friend, the sort of crush, she's had girlfriends in the past? And you think she sort of knows about how you feel? Something like that happened to me, only the friend I had a crush on is completely straight. I swear I was so careful to keep it hidden because I knew she was just not interested in me like that, even though we were pretty close. She had a very teasing personality, more so than mine even. I knew she knew how I felt because she would do things to tease me that were terrible but sort of wonderful too, and it was really confusing x/ She's at a different college now. EDIT: The length of our OCC posts have been increasing more and more haha x)