my big bro is going in this year i think. its always been his dream, but he's an idiot. i feel like i need to keep an eye on him.

i know its kinda immature of me to think getting blown up and killing is cool but, i never really got put off by it when i learned how bad it can be. i still see soldiers as heros and if their busy saving us, whos there to save them? 

i dont think anyone can change my mind about it. im just too excited, again me being immature haha.