Her cheeks beacame red as she covered her mouth to hide the gasp. [i] Alex... My boyfriend. [/i] She wanted to jump around but they had only kissed a few times and they- She felt her stomach knot, boyfriend didn't even fit the whole criteria of Alex. "He not my boyfriend!" She stuttered nervously, she then looked away nervously again, tucking her hair. "Well.. Actually I don't know.." She sat down and looked out in front of her. "I walked away from him.. why would he want me anymore." Her face sunk back to staring down to the tops of her knees. "I don't belong here." She sighed. "But I am tired of feeling sorry for myself."