She smiled weakly at him, the violet and sapphire hue returned to her eyes yet they were dim. She kept trying not to close her eyes but her body so badly wanted to give in, Alex's warmth didn't help the matter as well plus she felt safe and... she closed her eyes, blackness swarmed her in a comforting way but she opened them quickly, almost flinching out of his arms. "You have to take me outside." She said, sure of what she needed to do. She looked up at him with confidence. "I have to regenerate somehow, it is going to be painful but it will help my novas." She felt guilty for the last word, that's exactly what it was, she had caused an eruption on numerous levels and that was only minor. She shuddered, she could destroy worlds.