(Damn it your post broke mine ;-;)

Milo went into the drift alone, no guide to help him through his. It felt oddly like his first date when he got stood up at the theaters,... Oh shit there that is, aaaaand now it's gone. It went smoothly until just before the end, a sudden snag at the memory he buried most, the massacre, knifehead, death, crushed people, broken buildings. Milo inside the Jaeger broke down shouting for a brief moment, "No, no, NO!!" He realized what was about to happen to himself he quickly, and barely buried the memory again. 

"Yeah I'm fine, good to go,"