Jared growled, "It's not alright, Jackie!" He dropped her hand, feel anger swell in him and didn't want to hurt her. He turned and punched his wall, when the count mentioned a Phoenix tear. His hand went through the plaster. He knew how rare the stupid tear was. If that was what Alucard wanted... that meant that there was no other way of helping her. He growled again, starting to pace. Stupid. He was stupid. An idiot, he should have protected her. Now she was going to die because he couldn't do his job. He punched the wall again as he cursed, creating another hole.