Oh wow, you told her?? :D Good for you!! Man, that must have been tough to psych yourself up to go through with it, I'm way impressed and really happy for you! So she already knew, just like you suspected x) That's awesome. Phew, so does it feel good to get that off your shoulders? Do you think it will change anything between you two? 

Heh, the camp was actually religious x) A liberal, christian camp. I liked it, even though I'm not very religious now. That is, I believe in God but I don't go to church every sunday. Anywayyys lol, there was a lot of singing, and yes you could go canoeing AND kayaking xD We had bunk beds and arts and crafts, which I [i]loved[/i], and best of all were the "All Camp Games" where the entire camp would get together and play capture the flag, or color wars, or gold rush, etc. Those were the absolute highlights of the week for me. Best memories x) 

Yeah! I remember you telling me about wanting to be a novelist! I say just keep writing and going for it. Even if it doesn't become your main job/source of income, you do it as a hobby and then get something published somewhere down the line. Doesn't that happen to a lot of authors? They have their day job, but they also write on the side and just keep trying publishers until something happens? 

Unfortunately I didn't see it happen! *sigh* xD I knew about it right after it happened because someone in my class got a text from someone in that class, and she told everyone immediately x) Oh high school drama, sometimes I weirdly miss you. 

Phew, I'm glad the queen has my back, I'll take all your suggestions :D I love Perks of Being a Wallflower, I think we talked about that one! The book is one of my absolute favorites. I've never seen Silver Linings Playbook but I've hears good things about it. I don't know why I haven't seen it yet, I mean, it has Jennifer Lawrence in it, who I'm totally in love with. Lego Movie, yes! Still haven't seen that yet. I'll have to check out To.Get.Her, I've never heard of it. Thanks dude, I'm glad we share similar good tastes in movies x) 

Hah, phew, yeah I can't imagine dancing to that on a stage in a costume like that. Maybe after a few drinks...? Nope, still can't picture it xD But I'm sure the dance is awesome! The song is great. 

Self harm? :( You don't do that anymore right? Sorry, I'm being nosy again and feeling more soap box urges x) Cuz I like you too much for you to casually mention something like that without me feeling uneasy about it. I've never talked to counselor before, I've just used my friends as therapists lol. I think it would be hard to really open up to a counselor. I'd just talk about surface things to her. Or if I did talk about deep stuff, I'd probably do something stupid like fall in love with her x)

When you mentioned your mom grabbing your hand and smiling at you, as if she expected you to come out right then, I had to laugh because that is SO something my mom would do haha xD It would become a 'big moment,' she's way too dramatic to let it be anything but x) Ahhh, I'll wait a little longer for that. But yeah, I really don't like the stigma against bisexuals, since if I [i]had[/i] to pick a label, which I don't want to do, it would probably be bisexual. What I don't like about having a label is that it makes it seem like you are stuck in one category and I don't think sexuality is like that. It's fluid, it's on a continuum, it evolves over time. Even if someone is completely straight, their sexuality is different when they're a teenager, vs when they're a young adult, vs middle age and so on. That this natural fluidity could stretch to being attracted to someone of the same gender does not seem outrageous or abnormal to me. 

Friendship threesome are great, aren't they?? I reference Harry Potter as evidence!! But there's real life evidence too x) It's never awkward with the three of us, and when I'm with someone again, hopefully it won't be awkward for him to be around the two of us either. I have been in an awkward third wheel situation before with a friend and her boyfriend when I was in high school though x) It was actually a double date, and a blind date for me, which I swear I will never, ever do again. So it was her and her boyfriend and me and this random dude that she knew and the two of them were all lovey dovey the whole night and the two of us were like kill me now. xD It was not funny then though, just painful. The thing is, both of us put in valiant effort lol. We tried really hard to get a good conversation going but there was just no spark. 

Speaking of Harry Potter, I really want to go the Harry Potter land in Florida. I've been once, but they added a new section to the park :D