She sat at the edge and pulled her knees to her chest. "He's been all I've ever known, he is mystical but his whole life has been lived because of me.. He took care of me from the very beginning. He's protected me but also has let me learn from my mistakes." She placed her chin on her knees until he asked to learn more about her. She bit her lip and turned to him. "Well.. the problem is. When I enter another vortex I usually only remember glimpses of the old place, and I never interacted with other planets. I just wandered." She looked up. "But it's not just wandering, you learn. You learn about what it means to be a soul, what a soul can circumference to, but when I land on earth it's as if people have forgotten how strong a soul is and when you neglect it, that's what creates darkness." She had to think hard about herself, which made her wish Alex was there to name everything she was, he knew her better than herself. "I love music, I love to sing." She stopped and thought harder. "I got really good at throwing knives but it's not very lady like." She laughed. "I don't really have a life to tell." She frowned.