As if you were more responsible. You would have handed all your friends Dragon Engines whilst the rest of us would have struggled with sticks and stones, if Boerd's testimony is to be believed. Yes, Boerd was aggressive in getting his point across. But you taunted him, stuck your nose into issues that didn't concern you, you twisted my arm and you act all self-righteous. I wouldn't act out of fear of your response. I see now THAT was my mistake. Trust me, it won't be repeated. And of course, I recognise my own errors. I was overtly-hesitant and single-minded, with an "out of sight, out of mind" train of thought. But you and Boerd just couldn't keep it to the PMs, could you? It was YOU who instilled an atmosphere of hostility and fear, not me. It was you who argued constantly with Boerd, not me. And when I PMed you and Boerd, telling you to calm down, you know what he said? "Ok then." Just like that. He didn't argue, debate or whine. He got on with it, something you seemed very hesitant to do. When I look at you, Shimm, I see an RPer who gets what he wants with little resistance, pulling the old "I'll quit if you don't" trick at every viable situation. You won't get that from me, not anymore. HazmatLyra is through with your nonsense. You either accept that YOU ARE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT or you GTFO. Your choice. And you know what? It would have went swimmingly without you. This RP died for a couple of reasons, one of which I admit, was my hesitancy to meet the other nations and get the ball rolling. But it was timing too. Exams are upon us, and we don't have a great deal of time to flesh out an entire nation. Don't act like what happened with you and Boerd is what killed the RP. And don't assume that you know how I feel. I made mistakes - we all do. The difference between you and me, and what will mean my RPs will get better over time whilst yours stay at the same stagnant, mediocre level is I can not only accept failure, but see my flaws and why I failed. And I will then improve. I'm sick of you. Get out of my thread, and don't come back to any of mine until you learn a little humility and acceptance. I repeat, good riddance.