Right? I told you!! Haha, that all happens to me, too! Like, all the time XD Heh, I guess we're just awesome people with awesome writing abilities! This is the song, by the way! It's called Adagio for Strings but we call the routine Adagio for Desire. 
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I don't think I'll tell them just yet. I don't know, I'm just not there. Like I said, my mom is a big blabber mouth (it's just part of her charm) and I don't want it to be public knowledge atm. If the wrong people find out things could be bad. Haha, but I did accidentally let it slip to two of my friends in gym today >.< My friend Skylar just recently came out and he was saying how he told his closet friend over the phone and stuff and I stupidly piped up. "Oh, me too! That's what I did." To which he reacted "But Emily, you're not gay.... wait.... are you?" Followed by an awkward silence as we walked down the roads. I finally answered the question with a twirl. 

Well, actually it was a computer science camp, I would have been taking apart computers and stuff like that. I wanted to go mostly because it was an all expenses paid trip and the only thing I hate about travelling is the expense. XD Aerospace engineering, ooh fancy! He must be super smart... haha. 

It might not make you cry, it's not too bad. Just some parts in it I found really emotional! Hah, when you said that about not crying while watching movies with other people all I could think was [i]"Conceal, don't feel. Hide the pain."[/i] Werk it Frozen! Fatal Attraction seems like it would be really good! I've seen like the trailer and stuff but I really want to see the entire thing. 

Thank you!! :) Haha, the routine is called Forgetting (the song is by David Grey) and it is just a really emotional contemporary piece. It's about losing pieces of yourself that you thought were important so that you can grow and evolve into a better person and become more in touch with who you are. Very fitting for me this year. And yeah, acrobatics! So like, flips and bendy stuff! 

It really is a drug, and I have an addictive personality as it is so that doesn't help my case any. But yeah, I am done although I wouldn't say I have "gotten past it" yet, hah. Considering it was only last month that I actually stopped. I'm working on it, though. Also, I'm gonna say thank you... I think that required a thank you? Hehe, that actually made me feel a lot better for some reason. I do find it easier now to pour all of my emotions into my writing, it's just that sometimes I don't think that the English language has the words to describe how I feel, like I'll have all this emotion balled up inside and can't find any kind of outlet for it. This is when I use dancing, though, and let my movements say what I can't form into words. Also, thanks for caring, it doesn't sound mushy - it actual means a lot. You would be surprised at the amount of people who just don't give a shit. 

Omg, I totally just quoted it, I didn't paraphrase it or anything though. It was already perfect! [url=http://b-r-o-k-e-nhearted.tumblr.com/]It's the first post![/url] You're also welcome (encouraged) to have a look at the rest of my blog but I am warning you now there is some really heart wrenching stuff on there and also a lot of hilarious (and by that I mean inappropriate) text posts and stuff, hah. I'm glad I succeeded in making you feel good, it really is amazingly worded.

Hahaha, I don't know if I;m gonna rush into anything on the whole "finding my Ginny" thing. Dating is scary.... DX haha. I like taking risks though, and I am super personable so I could probably make a blind date work! Maybe... 

I want a wand! Oh man, I am so jealous! But that actually reminds me! I'm going cosplaing with one of my best friends and I'm dressing up as Sansa Stark and she is being Cersei Lannister! Oh my god, it's going to be great (I am seriously not a big a nerd as that seems... a will make a very hot Sansa Stark thank-you-very-much *defiantly nods*). Heh, anyways! Nooo! I haven't seen that but I feel like I need to now! Haha, and I feel like that would be fun, going to the midnight releases! Did you like pull a groupie move and camp out on a sidewalk or something? XD

Okay, thanks :) But yeah, Moncton is the capital of New Brunswick so it's like a city. I'm only gone until Sunday night after the competition ends but after that I really need to start refocusing on school. My bio mark is slowly slipping through the cracks DX Aww, that is so exciting about your friend!! I can only imagine how pumped you are :) Do you have any plans for when she comes down? *cough* go get poutine, she is Canadian *cough* XD