Nessie shook her head, stubbornly. "Never!" She shouted, brought the volume down "I'm not going to leave you!" She said desperately, kissing his face, his lips, not caring about the blood "not now damn it! You're mine, and I'm not going to let you getaway!" 

The tears overwhelmed her, but she still tried to bring him back, to vanish the darkness away. She forced him to look up, and didn't look away from his eyes. "I need you! You c-come back to me! I'm not afraid to die, and I'll die happily for you! Come back James! Don't let the darkness win, don't make me lose you. I couldn't cope! I'll never give up on you" she broke down then, unable to continue. She sobbed harder, shaking until she couldn't tell who was shaking harder, her or James "puh-puh-puh-puh-please! I love you!"