Oh wow, the music's beautiful and totally emotional. So how long will you guys practice the piece before you perform it? Yeah, I feel ya on the whole "don't want to tell parents cuz they might feel the need to announce it to the world for me." x) But it's cool, they'll know eventually. Haha, you answered with a twirl, that's adorable xD Coming out casually to people who are totally fine with it is the best. Man it seems like you're all set - you have him to talk about it with plus your other friend, and maybe your cousin too? There is no one in my extended family who is gay, or at least out lol, I'm the first that I know of. Of course, my extended family is Mormon...yeah. So those two things don't exactly mix heh. My immediate family isn't Mormon. After my parents got married and before they had me, they left the church because they couldn't stand it anymore. The fact that we're the only non-Mormons on my dad's side can be a little awkward at our annual family reunions (they all live in California) but we still all get along pretty well. Yeah, I guess he is pretty smart x) Not too high on motivation for school, but he gets good grades anyway, the little dweeb. Haha, my mom's been fussing over him at home because apparently he's going to prom next weekend and still needs to get a tux and everything x) He's not exactly a smooth ladies man, he's kind of quiet around girls, but he doesn't really realize how handsome and likeable he is. He had a couple girls ask him to prom, which he doesn't even really want to go to lol. [i]Conceal, don't feel.[/i] Story of my life x) How melodramatic of me xD But Elsa was awesome and I think there really is an intentional message for gay youth in that movie. And for anyone else who feels like that too of course. Saying it might piss off some people though. Flips and bendy stuff, cool! Do you do that style too?? That's way impressive. You're routine sounds amazing. I love how conceptual all these performances are. I wish I could be like, stop don't do it anymore! But I know it doesn't work like that. I have an addictive personality too. It's mostly people that I get addicted to heh, which makes me sound like a total creeper, but there are other things too. Just so you know, it doesn't make me uncomfortable for you to talk about it if it comes up again and you want to, I won't judge you. Aww you did post it! My ego is swelling haha! xD I definitely laughed when I saw "some random girl on the internet." I loved that. Also I spent an embarrassingly long time looking through your tumblr, I won’t admit how long x) A lot of the posts made me actually laugh out loud xD Most were totally emotional and I got sucked in. I wish I knew you in real life. How sappy does that sound? Haha, but really, I felt like I was reading my own thoughts/insecurities/desires. It was cool and startlingly relatable. Mind if I check it out every once in a while? And seriously, when the school year’s over and you’re like, oh hello free time, you should watch Orange is the New Black because you will love it x) Have you ever taken the [url=http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/jtypes2.asp]Myers-Briggs[/url] personality test? You might be thinking, pffft, personality tests don’t work on me, I can skew the answers. Or that they’re too generic to tell you anything new. But the results for this one are so scarily accurate, if you give honest answers. I cried when I read mine because it helped a lot of things click for me. It's not just random internet quiz, it was a psychological test developed by this dude Carl Jung, to study how people see the world and make decisions. I think I know what you might get, I think INFJ, like me, or something close. You don't have to do it lol, it's pretty long, but if you're ever bored... Cosplaying as Sansa Stark, nice! x) I've never done any kind of cosplay before, but there was cosplay festival in Okazaki when I went to Japan! People went all out. And I know people dress up for Comic Con of course, in San Diego. Haha, we never camped out, but we did wait four or five hours more than once! Totally worth it. I guess that makes me a big nerd for Harry Potter, but I am ok with this x) Yeah, school definitely comes first. So will you be offline like the whole week or...? Just not on as much? But yeah I'm so excited to see her, I've been running around doing errands, buying food, cleaning to get ready. I'm going to make dinner for us and another of our friends a couple nights, so adult right?? xD I also need to get one nice bottle of wine cuz that's what she likes, although to be honest I prefer beer...not so adult anymore x) I would love to go get poutine with her but honestly I don't even know where to find it here! I have never seen it in any place I've lived. Did you ever stumble across it when you went to New York? I think it's a true Canadian thing x) I'll have to go try it when I eventually come to Canada to visit her. I have some ideas for our RP. I think Charlie should eventually be turned by one of the vampires, maybe Mila. But before then, what if we had Booker and Lisette steal Charlie away for a while until Mila decides to play a little more nicely with them? They know they can’t just kill Char because then Mila would never do anything they wanted her to do. They could somehow have [i]her[/i] do it, accidently or otherwise, but that would take some time to work up to, not something that could happen “tonight,” the RP’s tonight. So I think it would be interesting if the night ended with Booker whisking Charlie away alive to some secret place, and Lisette hanging around to give Mila her options. There are two: Play my game and see the girl again…or don’t and have fun imagining what Booker decides to do with her. We could have them both resist their respective “captors” for a while, but eventually they might give in to their temptations just a little. When they see each other again, they might both be a little changed… This has the added benefit of letting us play our characters one on one for a while, instead of juggling interactions between four people, which is tougher - not that [i]we[/i] can’t handle it xD being our awesome selves, but it’ll give us a bit of a break. It’s easier to get in their heads too, when it’s one on one. We can play out the interest that Booker has in Charlie and the weird attraction/repulsion/envy that Mila and Lisette have for each other. Poor Charlie though x) But she won’t just get tossed around forever, it’ll come around. So what do you think? Foresee any problems with this direction? I kinda set it up already in my last post, but we can easily swing it in another direction.