[i] Jacob shook his head, "it doesn't matter if I teach you or not it's more like a defense class to me to be taught something you could defend yourself with." He closed his eyes leaning back in the chair, "and it is not cruel I just don't feel like using your first name just thought on shortening it is all Ellie."[/i] Jacob smiled at that, "because I didn't like very many people touching me, it was an old habit I couldn't break and I only trusted you on touching me getting me back on my feet after ward."